| Couldn't get away ... |
[Jan. 1st, 2006|10:10 pm] |
I was in love with someone that had no clue ... and I know that person will never love me. My heart has been damaged, but I'm sure it'll be okay again ... someday. And before any asinine accusations are made, it wasn't Carrie Underwood. Oh, please! I'm going to "LOL"! I never liked her that way. Sure, the gal was nice, but I had no interest in her. I think she liked me, too. Maybe she'd know how I feel ...
Love is such a bitch sometimes. How can someone not realize I love them? I mean, when I do my best to look great ... and I go the extra mile ... and the person still doesn't know ... or care ... it really makes me feel like shit. And so here I am. Alone.
But I still love. Him. |
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[Dec. 1st, 2005|12:48 am] |
I know it was rigged. It's something I think about every single day of my life. Yes, I should have won American Idol this year. Why? Simple. My talent.
No, I've not had extensive training or anything, but my voice was, and still is, great. In fact, it seems to improve each and every day. Anyway, I came in fourth place on the show, behind Vonzell Solomon. Don't get me wrong; Vonzell is a fabulous girl with loads of talent, but in no way did her fan base rival mine. It was a load of shit, but I pretended not to be hurt. Deep inside, my heart was twisting and ripping as I watched the "journey" video. My experience on the show was beneficial and exciting ... and I was saying good-bye. Damn.
I wasn't gone too long, though. Weeks later, I went back, along with my former competitors, to the finale. Carrie won -- of course, since Simon said she would -- and we pretended to be happy. We had little time off before going back for the tour. That was fun ... nearly killing myself for two months. The tour ended and we all went back to our lives.
Things have been insanely busy for me, but I'm managing fairly well ... I think. I've sung at a few events -- big and small -- with good response from my fan base. Hopefully, I can get things worked out and have my two albums -- in English and Spanish -- out by May. My fans would love that almost as much as I would.
Maybe the wind of luck will blow my way ...
~Anthony |
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